Running a small family business means there’s no big network of staff to take over the reins when life throws a curveball. To be honest, I’m not quite up to being back at work properly but with a seasonal business there’s only a few weeks of the year where we actively trade, so I’m doing what I can.
Let me explain. As some of you will know, this time last year I was recovering from a nasty gallbladder attack. I was struggling to get my fitness back and was still grieving for my dad who had passed away at the start of 2024. Fast forward to July this year and I got my surgery date. What was supposed to be a simple operation with an overnight stay turned into major surgery, a transfer to the bigger hospital and an 11 day stay after complications. Since then I’ve been having regular visits to my GP for wound care but was progressing well.
Then I heard my mum had had a fall at home and was taken to hospital. She had been struggling to eat and hadn’t been well, but was managing. After a battery of tests in hospital she was diagnosed with widespread cancer, then got a chest infection and put on end of life care last Saturday. On Sunday morning my sister told me she had passed away in the early hours.
I’ve been a bit of a zombie ever since. Mum and I had a difficult relationship while I was growing up, we both were stubborn and clashed a lot. I was certainly not expecting to feel quite so broken. But then it’s not even two years since losing dad, so maybe there’s still some trauma from that. Either way, I’m glad we had the opportunity to tell each other we loved them and my sisters and I are trying to support each other the best we can.
Business has taken a back seat but I have stock and events waiting for me, so I need to get back into it. Maybe it will help. Orders are being posted out as usual and I’m getting some comfort from each and every one – my parents were very supportive of my businesses over the years and they both loved making Christmas special for us.
Cari xx